Sunday, November 6, 2016

USB LED Strip.

Again guys these are spectacular I am in love!!! Thank you Thank you for this gift!!! I could not be happier with these!! The only difference between these and the other ones I posted is that these ones the remote is attached to the lights instead of wireless!! But either way I love them!! They are sold by the same seller and are excellent!!



https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01LXA5673/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Flexible USB LED Srip

These are amazing guys I am in love and cant get enough!!



https://www.amazon.com/gp/help/seller/at-a-glance.html/ref=dp_merchant_link?ie=UTF8&seller=A1SJMT9GG60XML&isAmazonFulfilled=1



https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01LY98NR1/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o03_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1





These LED  lights are amazing I can not say that enough! You can use them for about

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Free gift cards!!!

Hey guys just wanted to check in with you and tell you about InstaGc. They are pretty awesome just fill out surveys or short tasks. Does not take no time at all to earn  SOME MONEY!! I've been only doing it for a week and am at 6 dollars and I just do a few surveys when I can!!! Just check em out


http://www.instagc.com/mommylewis3


http://www.instagc.com/1371306

Thursday, November 3, 2016

More than just ptsd 2

Ptsd 2
Emotions raw

Ok,


Today I am a mess, worse than I have been in a few months!! I am laying there next to my boyfriend all the sudden my whole body gets hot, like fire hot I can't breath heart racing I'm trying to stay calm the more I try the worse it gets. my chest felt like it was caving in suffocating me, I rushed down downstairs to take my medication, I became hysterical, felt like my throat was closing I could not physically swallow, I began to really freak out I bent over head between my knees tears rushing down my face hitting the floor I wanted so bad to cut myself sometimes that's the only thing that can pull me out  of that hysterical state, but I fought and won that battle sweating and face swollen and beat read I finally began to calm down, but anything I mean any little thing would push me right back to where I was. I am so tired of this it's so embarrassing  hate that I can't be who I want to be!! this is a battle everyday that I get closer and closer everytime to collapsing and giving in. I was so emotional that I could not go to my therapist appointment ,that was not something I was ready to deal with today. I have not showered I have not brushed my teeth I feel disgusting but I do not have the energy to do it, my muscles hurt from the panic attacks I'm sore all over from being so tense. I can't work, I don't want to go anywhere, when will this end, when will it ever stop! I'm a mother for fuck sake I want more for my children! This day was one of the worst days I have had in about a month I'm coming up on my son who passed awaya b-day on the 19th makes it worse because is grave is in Texas I can't even visit and I'm so sick of people telling me he's in my heart he's always with me well I ì don't want him in my heart I want him in my fuking arms!!! I just don't know if I'm strong enough anymore I'm mentally and physically exhausted!


Signed
Just a girl

My babies!!!!

Ok so these are my suger gliders (also known as flying squirrels) they are only a year old and spoiled fucking rotten!!! But I love them!!!







Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Ruimio shimmer and warm 35 eyeshadow pallet



Do not mind my long winded video, But I get excited about make up, what girl does not!!

14.99 for 35 colors you really cant beat that price. Not only is it a good deal but the quality is pretty good also!! The eye-shadow stays on your eyes with out smudging or smearing especially when you put it on, ladies you know that cheap makeup will apply like loos powder eye-shadow and be all over your face. Well these BEAUTIFUL pallets do not!!! Go check em out just look and see what they have what do you got to loose!!



RUIMIO Eyeshadow Palette with 35 Warm Matte Colors 

by PIXNOR

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01LWL5QGI/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o00_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1



RUIMIO Eyeshadow Palette with 35 Warm Shimmer Colors 

by PIXNOR